My Cancer Journey: My Diagnosis Story

Cancer Diagnosis

I initially uploaded this video and kept it private.  It is the one where I tell my story from the beginning (talking about my signs and symptoms) up to diagnosis (including missing my diagnosis) I know I’m not my usual … Continue reading


My Cancer Journey – Shaving My Head

Shaving My Head

Well!  All those blog posts and videos I’ve done about my hair…look at me now!  Haha! When the girl with the YouTube videos about hair loses it all! Here’s how the hair journey went…. Advertisements


My Cancer Journey: The Emotional Effects of a Cancer Diagnosis

My Breast Cancer Journey

Hello again!  So here is the second video diary I put up.  Caution:  I cry! Before and immediately after diagnosis there can be lots of different emotions.  In this video I’m sharing what those emotions felt like for me. Remember: … Continue reading


My Cancer Journey: The Beginning

Breast Cancer Journey

Hello!  So on December 22nd 2017 I got my diagnosis of Breast Cancer.  I started documenting my journey on YouTube. The videos have become a way of spreading awareness but also a means for me to vent and get things … Continue reading


Cancer Lesson #1 : The Jug

This whole Cancer thing is enlightening!  Honestly, from the get go you start to look at things differently.  It’s kind of like the reward you get for having Cancer… “here’s this super sh*tty thing…but we also have this great new way of thinking to give you and it’s absolutely free!”  A girl I know actually was misdiagnosed with Cancer, but in her time waiting for her actual diagnosis she managed to learn this lesson and it has stuck with her.

First of all…the little things don’t matter any more.  And for the biggest worrier on the planet, that has been so liberating.  I used to not be able to put a thing out of my mind, it would fester and become a HUGE deal.  Rarely anything would come from these small things, but I still never learned my lesson.  Until now.

Secondly,  I mentioned this in a video diary, you feel LOVE.  You feel SO SO much love.  I’ve have experienced such kindness and support from complete strangers.  I have felt ALL the love from my family and friends.  And although the love was always there (I know my family has of course always loved me) I never would have known it the way I do now if this hadn’t happened.  So, as sh*tty as it is to have Cancer and to go through chemotherapy…there’s a silver lining there too!

Having said that, not EVERYONE shows you this love and support.  Before I started my treatment my sister used a really good analogy to explain to me how important it was going to be to spot these people and give them up – even if only temporarily – for the sake of my own well-being.  Explaining that in life there are givers and takers, she talked about having a jug.  There are going to be people who add to your jug and people who take from it.  I honestly didn’t fully grasp the concept until after I started chemo.

My advice to anyone undergoing treatment for cancer is to take this message on board.  It’s not about people GIVING you things.  It is the support with kids, cooking, cleaning, transport…BUT ALSO the kind words, the lovely comments, the well wishes, the hugs from strangers… that’s the giving I’m talking about.

You do not need to keep people in your life who not only DON’T give you anything… but actually TAKE from you too.  If you are in any way confused about who these people are….here’s some examples:

  • People who are Me, Me, Me…I, I, I.  You know this person – everything is about them and no mention of a ‘we’ or ‘you’.  I have dumped all of these people from my life they are not worth it.
  • People who never contact you.  And I mean… NEVER.  (I’m not asking people to contact me the whole time at all, the people in my life are in contact with me more than enough!!)  I mean people who have never once asked how I am since all this started… people who really, really should have.
  • People who never reciprocate.  There are people I know who have experienced hardship, people I helped in as many ways as I could in their time of need.  From looking after their children when they left the country, to helping to care for ill members of their family.  I haven’t heard from them and I didn’t hear from them in any of my previous times of need either.
  • People who don’t have your best interest at heart.
  • People who do not respect you.
  • People who are saying ALL the wrong things.  I’ll talk about this again maybe… but people who say things like ‘maybe you should try herbal treatments instead of chemo.’  Never, ever mess with a chemo patient’s head like that.  These people are dangerous and I have also ditched them.

Let me just say again, for the most part…everyone has been SO AMAZING.  People are so lovely, people who you would never have expected it from in a million years.  Kind words mean more to me than anything at the moment.  I don’t have any place in my life for hate… I don’t hate these people I’ve talked about I just can’t have them in my life.  I can barely read a newspaper because I don’t want to see the ugly parts of life!  That makes me sound airy-fairy but I’m telling you Chemotherapy and staying sane during it is enough to be dealing with!

I hope I get my point across here.  I am lucky to have a sister who was able to explain this to me…to tell me I was within my rights to drop these people and not have to feel guilty or rude about it.  So if you are going through the same experience as myself or you know someone going through treatment for cancer – let them know that it is OK to look after themselves and think about their own well-being!  It might seem obvious, but it’s not!

Ok, that’s all for now. x





The Big C

Breast Cancer

I’ve typed this first line over and over for the last 18 minutes and I’ve decided there’s actually no nice way to say it, so…  I have Cancer. This is not brand new information.  I’ve actually already been documenting my … Continue reading


WEIGHT LOSS: Low Carb Eating / Keto Diet PART 3 (What to Expect)

This post is going to be all about what to expect when you start eating Low Carb. If you haven’t already read the first parts, introducing you to the concept of Low Carb eating – you can find them HERE … Continue reading


WEIGHT LOSS: Low Carb Eating / Keto Diet PART 2 (How To)

The first thing I will say here is that everybody is different and every BODY is different so we all have different results.  I will also say, that the number on the scale DOES NOT matter.  That’s not to say … Continue reading


WEIGHT LOSS: Low Carb Eating / Keto Diet PART 1

I’ve been asked a few times recently about the Low Carb Diet (Keto, LCHF it has a few names) – how it works and how to do it.  To be honest, I don’t like to call this a diet because … Continue reading


HALLOWEEN MAKEUP: Zombie Makeup Tutorial

Zombie Makeup Tutorial

If you’re looking for some Halloween Inspo, this is a super easy Zombie look to recreate!  Scroll down for a YouTube tutorial where I did the Zombie look on my hubby!   Advertisements